My two year old niece drowned today. Currently they have her heart beating, but there's no signs of brain waves. It's been a terrible day. My entire family is distraught. DCS is looking into my brother and sister-in-law. It was a terrible accident and I'm afraid that criminal charges are going to come out of it, which really blows. I think in a situation like this that the death of your child is more than enough punishment. I just feel so numb right now, but at the same time so very angry and sad that it happened. Jon wants me to stay active and busy, but all I really want to do is just sit around the house and do nothing and just deal with it all.
On top of all of this, our neighbor died in a car accident on his way to deliver my granddad some hay and on the way to the hospital my mother's handicap van's transmission went out. I couldn't make this shit up.
It just really blows right now...
Signing off,
Debbie Downer
